Painful
Something is bothering me. Someone has caused it.
When someone has done something bad to you,
and you didn’t realize it until you ‘heard’ it, didn’t know how it happened, didn’t understand why it happened..
How do you feel?
that’s what I am feeling now…
Eventually, It didn’t happen once or twice..
It has been happening since… (I don’t remember).
Hence I have been carrying this pain, and it hurts me to the hell!
And now, while this feeling is bothering me, I ask myself.. did I do something wrong to that person? or have I done something bad to someone in the past that it brought me back to my karma?
Its just so sad, you know.
“Hey you,
I wish you told me what I did so I could make it up to you.
I wish you weren’t acting like a coward.
You and me, we’re too old for high school drama…
this is not an excuse, Its just true!
You know, it’s not polite to try stealing one’s bestfriend after all. I curse you for doing that! screw you!!
and I hope you fail.
Cuz you’re fake!
Well, even if you succeed someday, Im sure it won’t make you feel satisfied because your cruel intention was to hurt my feeling, and what if I can’t feel anything left after you’ve done hurting me so much?
And I believe, the wound you caused is gonna come back to you
…sooner or later.”
