W, H, A, T, E, V, E, not R

If ppl asked, “what do you like to do in the weekends?”..

my answer is “sleeping!”

Goshhhh, this semester has really been pushing my energy away. I can stay all night long just to study and/or do my projects, which takes hours and hours, even days..

I haven’t watched any tv shows lately. If you ask me about any shows in tv, believe me.. Im sucha “katro” person or whatever you name it. I don’t even have time to party. The only party I attended to is dinner with my friends (this is not even considered as party, duh!) and after that, “hello textbooks and microsoft office!”

And yet, I dont have much time to spend with my bebe. I think I can only meet him once in a month, and that over-the-phone communication is very limited. Ask my friends, they witness how fast I talk with him on the phone. It only takes like 5 minutes. But I admire him for being so supportive on this. He’s so trustworthy so I don’t have any doubt. We don’t even have time to fight because we realize how wasteful it can be if we spend those limited times with fighting over stupid stuff. I think we’re more mature in this, and prolly this is the stage where “they say” the relationship is stable or secure. And this relationship is not really a big deal for us. I mean, our education is the MOST precious thing at the moment.

But hey, I can’t believe I enjoy every piece of it

Even thou my eyes look so tired and scary, I never feel exhausted . Thank God I don’t lose weight.. sometimes I feel drowsy, it feels like the world is spinning around me, but in the end I still manage myself to focus on those things

I pray to God everyday, hoping that this is worth what I am trying to pursue. Amen!

Holiday, where are u???

Gue emang ga jago nulis blog.

Bisa dibilang, ini pertama kalinya gue nulis journal kaya bgini.. dan bikin blog ini jg terinspirasi dr blog seseorang yg “aduh males gue ambil linknya dia deh”.. abis blog dia lucu2 si isinya, dan sangatlah edukatif (in a goblok way) bagi gue.

Barusan gue baca postingan2 gue dr pertama kali gue nulis disini, dan oh noo banyak banget yg ngebingungin bacanya! hahaha

contohnya, tulisan2 gue banyak yg ga pake titik koma ato bahkan berenti dulu gitu baru nerusin.. jadi satu kalimat bisa panjaaannggg banget trus jadi lupa inti yg sbenernya.. hahaha apalagi kalo yg pake bahasa inggris.

Ya abis kalo nulis ini, gue ngerasa lagi ngmg.. dan kalo lagi cerita..gue emang sangatlah menggebu2 (believe me), dan susah berenti2 trus malah jadi kemana2 lah pokoknya..

bedonnya, tanpa gue liat2 lagi langsung gue post aja gitu.. hahaha

mgkn ini smua krn gue trbiasa bikin yg namanya “paper” ato “essay”.. jadi style gue dlm nulis research paper or regular journal beda dgn blog..

hmm.. contoh dikitnya ky gini

In a day and age when companies like WorldCom and Enron can knowingly manipulate financial reports to show more revenue and less expense, and thus leading investors to assume future stability, the enactment of Sarbanes-Oxley Act of 2002 is a definitive answer to what was an ever-growing problem.Understanding the meaning of Section 404 in simple terms is critical to top management teams of public companies.In addition, integrating this understanding with the internal controls of a corporation in a practical way is required.This integration can rise costs of financial reporting and cause many companies to question if SOX 404 should be in place.

Section 404 of the Sarbanes-Oxley Act of 2002 (SOX 404) deals with the internal controls provision in …

(taken from one of my old accounting projects)

Coba aja liat diatas, ada berapa titik dan koma yg gue pake. bener kan?

hihihihi.

Gue pikir nulis blog itu lebih gampang drpd nulis essay, tnyt.. ada gaya bahasa sendirinya jg toh.

Mesti latihan lagi deh gueeeee

Thursday, Sep 18th. 6.10 p

bulu (B): dek

me (N): haayyyyy

B: lagi ngapain?

N: lagi liat2 FB ni

B: hahaha.. nita nita.. eh dek, lo kapan pulang? taun depan kan? asiikk jadi taun depan kita puasa bareng disini..

N: mmm… we’ll see.*

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translation

(*) hhuaaaaaaaaaaa maunya jg bgitu.

(but I kept it to myself, drpd lanjut ke pertanyaan2 brikutnya.)

buka puasa bareng, 2004. (They didn’t kno I was gonna leave them after this).

left-right: nene, nunu, misjem, bulu, and me

Indeed, I miss u buluuu

.. and I miss y’all too! so much!

Tahun ini alhamdulillah udah ke-4 kalinya gue puasa di desa ini *norman hehe*..

Kalo di Indo, pasti bulan ini lagi rame2nya banget deh.. kalo dulu, di pinggir jalan dimanapun jual jajanan2 dan minuman2 kaya es puding, blewah, etc., makanan2 kecil yg manis2 untuk berbuka..etc etc, dan biasanya keluarga gue selalu ngadain buka puasa bersama di rumah auntie ato tante nel.. and of coursee makanannya selalu enak en pedes2.. nyum nyum.. ga cuman itu, biasanya keluarga gue jg suka ngabuburit trus makan di restoran2 jakarta yg wuiihhh lengkapppppppppp banget… apa aja ada *KANGEN*

kalo sama papa, dulu pastiii deh ada wkt beberapa kali kita buka puasa bersama di restoran favoritenya, “Suan Thai”.. Biasanya bokap gue udah reserved dulu dr kantor, jadi sorenya bgitu buka kita udah bisa langsung makan tanpa harus ngantri ato nunggu makanannya dateng..dan keluarga bebek gue yg selalu ngekor kmanapun pasti selalu ada.. jadi makin rame *KANGEN KANGEN KANGEN*

Blum lagi kalo sama temen2, pasti deh ada acara buka brsama rame2 anak2 SMA gue-lah, SMP gue-lah, anak2 tempat gue kuliah yg dulu itu lah, pokoknya sebulan itu pasti ga kerasa tau2 udah mau lebaran aja saking banyaknya kegiatan2 yg bikin bulan ini jadi lebih special!

Tp tahun ini, kerasa banget sepinya… mgkn karena tahun2 sebelumnya gue selalu disibukkin sama Indo Night, jadi ga kerasa kalo gue lagi puasa..

taun ini udah beda bgtlah.. sahur sendirian (yg tinggal serumah sama gue biasanya sahurnya malem2 soalnya) jam 5 subuh krn disini Subuhnya jam 5.40an..paling berbukanya baru bareng2.. itu pun yaa biasa aja, ga ada perasaan seneng-happy-geregetan pengen cepet2 buka.. mgkn krn lingkungannya jg ga mndukung

Kalo lagi dikampus, bulan puasa rasanya ky bulan2 biasa..ada si beberapa temen deket gue dikelas yg tau gue puasa.. tp biasanya gue diem2 aja krn bnyk yg ga tau gue muslim (bcuz I dont wear hijab).. dan males aja jawab ptanyaan org2 sini yaang kayanya selalu bertanya2 berulang2 ga ngerti2 “buat apa si lo puasa?”.. biasanya dlm hati gue sebel, suka2 gue dong.. tp puasa gue ntar batal, jd trpaksa disabar2in hehe.

apalagi nanti pas lebaran.. abis shalat trus silaturahmi sama yg deket2 aja.. trus udah deh.. ga ada tu yg namanya bantuin nyokap beli2 kue lebaran, buka2 parcel dr org2, ngasi sedekah ke org2 yg mbutuhkan, atau bahkan ketemu saudara2 jauh yg ada di Pekanbaru sana..

Kalo lebarannya pas hari skolah.. bisa2 gue ga shalat ied.. soalnya gue mesti cocokin jdwl kuliah.. sebenernya si ada peraturan khusus yg ngijinin gue untuk “celebrating the eid al fitr”.. tp kalo ujian?? males banget ikutan make-up test..

Tapi gue tetep bersyukur gue masih dikasi kesempatan dr Allah buat puasa tahun ini.. bisa aja ini puasa terakhir gue disini.. kota yg bnyk kenangannya banget buat gue, dan buat org2 yg pernah ngerasain susah-senengnya hidup disini.. who knows?

kaya kata nyokap, “kamu harus terus bersyukur sama yg diAtas krn nasib kamu jauh lebih beruntung drpd org2 lain”

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iya ya, udah untung gue masih bisa sekolah..

Happy fasting!

Apparently there was a big difference in my blog’s layout.. as a result, some of the writings can’t be seen clearly as I made ‘em super bright and shiny..

One more thing, there were some typos that I made on my previous posting. Sorry about that. Yah bgitulah kalo nulis disela2 kerja dan ngga dibaca2 dulu lgs di-post. I have to make some changes too then.. hihihi.

But but but, I actually like the newest edition (beeuh “edition”) better, maybe they finally heard my (and others’ ) comments about this poor blog. heheee

good job, friendster.

Summer kmrn, gue udah bikin rencana buat:

1. ngelist benda2 ngga berguna like dresses, shoes, bags, etc. di virtual auction (apalagi kalo bukan ini)

2. Masukin baju2 gue yg udah sempit kekecilan ke consignment akibat proses penggemukan badan yg trlalu sukses ini.

3. manfaatin akses gretongan ke gym-nya campus gue yg cihuy berat, supaya badan makin fit en oke tentunya ;p

4. istirahat yg cukup, tidur sepuas2nya, main2 ga jelas..

dr 3 4 hal diatas, yg jadi gue lakuin cuma.. yup, yg no.4! sisanya gagal total semua! ahahahaha..

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ga kerasa 2 bulan udah lewat.. dan udah semester baru lagi, summer berubah jadi fall, ditambah berita2 adanya hurricane plus udara yg gonta ganti di Oklahoma..hari ini dingiinn, besok panas, besoknya lagi hujan… trusss bolak balik ky gitu (mgkn karena effect dr hurricane gustav + ike yg bentar lagi muncul)

dan terakhir.. harus beli textbooks lagi.. hhh

gila bgt, smester ini kalo diitung2 gue harusnya ngeluarin +/- $500 buat buku doang..*.*

tp untungnya ada bbrp buku yg bisa gue pinjem dr temen gue yg smester lalu udah ambil kelas2 ini, jadi kebantu banget deh alhamdulillah…

trus truss, smester ini.. banyak banget film2 di tv/bioskop yg udah gue tunggu2in.. ada yg tnyt bagus, ngecewain, en gatau gmn bagus ngga nya

some of them are:

- the hills season 4, udah mulai bbrp mgg yg lalu dan tnyt makin lama makin ga jls ceritanya. Ceritanya si masi berkitar2 di Lauren, Audrina, Whitney, Heidi etc etc dgn drama2 mereka.. gue tau banget “what ppl called reality show” ini emang kayanya dibuat2 bgt.. tp kok yaa kesannya yg paling bener tu Lauren a.k.a. pemeran utamanya bgt si? she’s not that perfect, I believe! cuman producer nya aja yg bikin seolah2 dia tuu flawless bgt.. hahah. Yah, tp lumayan lah dibanding acara2 reality show MTV atau V channel yg ngga banget.. :p

- 90210, o mi jot! sungguh sangat tidak penting untuk ditonton. I thought the actors were the same..if you think that way too, you’ll be disappointed like me. Tnyt ga smua pmain2 yg jaman dulu ada, muncul lagi..too bad, right? dan gatau knp..acting mrk kok kaku bgt ya? it reminds me of Indonesian sinetron.. but a lil bit better.. heheh

- Confessions of a shopaholic, hmmm I wonder how good the movie is.. because I love the actress, Isla Fisher. Hopefully its gonna be good. Of course the novel must be very much in detail..but as long as she plays her part well, then it doesn’t matter for me.

- Lipstick jungle season 2, gmn ya ceritanya? yg prtama aja gue blm nonton..:p but my lil’ sis recommended it..so it might be good as she has usually had a good taste on things like this, hehe. Also, runway project’s project runway’s dress will be appeared in one of the scenes, worn by Brooke Shields yg slalu gue sebut Sharon Stone (I wonder why I did it all the time? damnnn I feel old now..)

and theenn…

- GOSSIP GIRL season 2. IHIYYYY… kalo yg ini nii, smua org jg tau..WAJIB UNTUK DITONTON! ckckckckck.. the most talkable show of the season lah pokoknya

NEVERTHELESS, gue emang ga pernah nonton bgini2an pas skolah udah mulai ngajak gila ky semester2 yg lalu..

so thank GOD for the technology, I can still catch up by watching it online. Why do you think I make it intentionally like this if not for making it easier, huh?

And for those of you who read this blog.. I hope this would help you too.

Enjoy..and Have a great fall semester, everyone!

…Good news for today!!

1.) I just got an email from my friend in Boston telling me that Norman, ehm..the small city I’ve been living for almost 3.5 years, is voted as ONE OF THE BEST CITIES TO LIVE IN USA! and it ranked at #6. YAY!

2.) She’s coming back in two days and we’re gonna catch up soon! more YAY for me!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA… now I have more reasons to stay here (I suppose) for (at most) some more years..

*nita lagi seneng neng neng banget!*

Something is bothering me. Someone has caused it.

When someone has done something bad to you,
and you didn’t realize it until you ‘heard’ it, didn’t know how it happened, didn’t understand why it happened..
How do you feel?
that’s what I am feeling now…

Eventually, It didn’t happen once or twice..
It has been happening since… (I don’t remember).
Hence I have been carrying this pain, and it hurts me to the hell!

And now, while this feeling is bothering me, I ask myself.. did I do something wrong to that person? or have I done something bad to someone in the past that it brought me back to my karma?

Its just so sad, you know.

“Hey you,
I wish you told me what I did so I could make it up to you.
I wish you weren’t acting like a coward.
You and me, we’re too old for high school drama…
this is not an excuse, Its just true!

You know, it’s not polite to try stealing one’s bestfriend after all. I curse you for doing that! screw you!!
and I hope you fail.

Cuz you’re fake!

Well, even if you succeed someday, Im sure it won’t make you feel satisfied because your cruel intention was to hurt my feeling, and what if I can’t feel anything left after you’ve done hurting me so much?

And I believe, the wound you caused is gonna come back to you

…sooner or later.”

AKU BOSAN!

BOSEN BOSEN BOSEN BOSEEENNNN BANGET! (*.*)

I think I need a vacation,

and beach would be a swweeet idea.

Anyone?

… continue reading this entry.